Bismillahirahmanirrahim.
just trying to release my tension by writing..
there is a time when our iman is going up and down. We know that iman is fluctuating.
as if we put it in graph we can see the big difference when in ramadhan and syawal.
and now for god sake I’m in the lowest peak.
feeling down and astray from him, Allah bless me with so many rahmah,
but yet what did I do?. ~committing sin~
“don’t ask whether it’s a big sin or a tiny one. Sin is still a sin. Committing sin means u do something against Allah”. To come to that point . why I still do it?.. L
just trying to release my tension by writing..
there is a time when our iman is going up and down. We know that iman is fluctuating.
as if we put it in graph we can see the big difference when in ramadhan and syawal.
and now for god sake I’m in the lowest peak.
feeling down and astray from him, Allah bless me with so many rahmah,
but yet what did I do?. ~committing sin~
“don’t ask whether it’s a big sin or a tiny one. Sin is still a sin. Committing sin means u do something against Allah”. To come to that point . why I still do it?.. L
my father always said “ if u want to become a pilot, u need to prepare yourself. As in piloting world there is lots of mehnah”. Now I know what he means. Being in UIA for 2 years change me a lot
and now exposing into new world make me realize that if you not strong enough
you’ll lose.
being far away from Taklim and usrah. feeling lost in my own world.
I just hope that I can improve my iman from the lowest peak to the highest one. Amen~
