Up and Down

once again

last week i feel like a new guy with a big smile and a positive soul.
however  to note the truth iman is fluctuating.
yesterday u go up and today u go down. ~.~
what a weak human (myself). sssttt

plus with this gaming habit..poor me (".)
what a waste of time playing game..
bad habit. need to uninstall it..

and a shocking news that make me so upset..(T__T)
one of my nakama (scholar for AFI assistant flying instructor ) eliminated and she been dismissed.
without a valid reason...hmm..what i could say, the world is just unfair .. o(_._)o
hopefully it won't happen for the rest 6 of us..
mode= feeling unsecured.

plus the new syllabus
phase 2 for a normal student it should be done in 3 and 1/2 month
but for us, we need to finish it  in 2 month.
and phase 3 and flying instructor cos that should be completed in 4 month.
but for us we need to do it in less than 3 month..(".)
and a combo syllabus. where we go to do ground school for  5 days and we fly on weekend..
it will be hell of phase 2.
and what we know from management they want us to finish and start working before july next year..pffffffffffft.. perhaps we can make it.. insyAllah.

    Allah almighty pls help us. give us strength. ameen.  

         

Otw preparing my self for phase 2. there 7 more new subject and 4 of them is killer one.
yoush! you can do it aiman..whatever happen I believe  in god.
if I born to fly I can do it. insyAllah..